got broken up with two weeks ago and ngl this is the worst pain i’ve ever felt

got broken up with two weeks ago and ngl this is the worst pain i’ve ever felt. my heart physically hurts i can’t stop crying. it’s been two weeks and i don’t feel even a little better all i wanna do is sleep. i loved this man so much we were only together for 7 months but spent every single day together he loved and respected me so much. went home with him for the holidays and three days later he ended things said he wasn’t in love with me anymore. yeah we had some issues but nothing major nothing we couldn’t fix.
i’ve been in long term relationships before but this one hurts the most. i’m scared i’ll never find someone like him again. tried talking to him asking for him back but he keeps saying nothing will change his mind. hoping that once enough time passes and i’m fully gone he’ll realize he misses me coz he really did love me at one point it was obvious to me and literally everyone else. he’s starting a new job and i know that’s a lot but i just wanted to be there for him. i could’ve been better yeah i made mistakes but it wasn’t a toxic relationship at all i just wanted him back. i miss him i love him so much.
back in therapy but it’s not really helping i listen to breakup podcasts and they give me a little hope but i still feel so lost. i keep telling myself it’s over but i can’t let go of this tiny bit of hope and it’s eating me alive. we had so many plans for our future he told me he couldn’t wait to spend his life with me have a family give me everything i deserve. why did this happen to me i love him so much. any advice is appreciated.

Last updated on:2025-02-05T13:26:35+05:30