i can listen to heartbreak songs n decide if i'm gonna cry or not (or just skip) bc it's not always abt you fr
i still cry randomly but way less n tbh i did that before too so like idk
sometimes i wear the one sweater that used to be yours when i really miss you. also wear stuff that was mine but i gave to you n you gave back (wearing the big green hoodie rn)
i hit the gym like crazy (lowkey a coping addiction but also i'm feeling better abt myself doing nutrition eating right n all that. partly bc i'm sad n feel like i gotta keep up appearances to be "happy" again)
no clue how you n B are doing. i try not to ask ur friend bc i know it's not right but sometimes i feel desperate. hope ur family is... idk there aren't right words. feels wrong to say but more wrong to not
only reason i don't reach out is bc i feel like the most loving thing i can do is leave you alone. idk if that’s actually healthy but i'm respecting what you said months ago. not bc i don’t think abt you every day
i know it shouldn’t matter but i've never been this (celibate? idk that’s true but weird to write. just so uninterested in anyone physically or emotionally. like i wanna be but i just can’t) i try not to think abt you but it’s impossible. if you knew i only thought abt you would you talk to me? prob not
thinking of you. as much as it hurt when you wrote it, it’s still true. wishing you the best. hope we can talk again but i’ll try to get it if we can’t
writing this before bed to get it out of my head. hope it helps
Last updated on:2025-02-10T11:35:01+05:30
Comments (9)
Getting it out is always good.
Wishing you the best too. Even if it hurts.
Thinking about you is inevitable. It's okay to feel those feelings.
Celibacy is a vibe. Sometimes you just need a break.
It's okay to feel desperate sometimes.
Keeping up appearances is exhausting.
You're not alone.
Gym life is a mood too. But remember to prioritize mental health.
That sweater tho...We've all been there.
Relatable.Heartbreak songs are a mood.