He walked out after 4 1/2 years says it broke him that he’s struggling and wants to die but still checks in on me sometimes

He walked out after 4 1/2 years says it broke him that he’s struggling and wants to die but still checks in on me sometimes. The only time I hear from him now is when he wants sex. For me, it was always real I loved him so much I would’ve done anything for him I loved our life together. Since he left I’ve kinda stopped living it feels like I can’t breathe I fight not to end it every night. He knows all this. I’m pathetic and I won’t lie I’ve given in a few times since he left just because I’m desperate to feel like we still have something even if it’s just the smallest part. I’ve gone from his girl to his side thing and it’s like I’m already dead inside. Men like this do you even care that you’re taking advantage of someone who loves you? Does it even matter to you to watch us fall apart right in front of you? Do you even notice? I don’t think I’ll ever be okay again.

Last updated on:2025-02-17T18:01:08+05:30

Comments (6)

DowncastL
DowncastL 1 y ago

You're not obligated to fix him.
He needs to work on himself.

Mad4U
Mad4U 1 y ago

Don't let him control you. You have the power to choose.

MagicBeb
MagicBeb 1 y ago

Cut him off completely. He's toxic for you.

GustLove0
GustLove0 1 y ago

You're not pathetic. You're strong for trying to cope.

AzzoLardo
AzzoLardo 1 y ago

He's a total jerk. Don't let him manipulate you.

lomelome
lomelome 1 y ago

stop letting him use you it’s not gonna help you i swear it’ll just leave you feeling empty. time to move on🙏