my god.. she called, she need one thing to borrow, we will meet in a few hours. But hearing her casually mentooning about guy she is dating is disgusting in my mind. i feel sick in my stomach. And she inviting him to her apartment, it hurts so much. I play it cool and joke around but inside i am a mess.
Last updated on:2025-07-24T04:09:02+05:30
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i hate how we have to act cool just so they don’t get to see the damage THEY caused.
but you’re allowed to be a mess.
this doesn’t make you weak. it makes you human.
I feel every little bit of your pain and that sick sensation that doesn't leave you alone....not to mention the actual physical pain. I feel exactly the same, so you are not alone in this. As tough as it is you have to try and focus on you though and not her. At the end of this road is a stronger and better version of yourself who deserves better and deserves happiness. Hang in there.....it will get better.
that sick feeling? yeah. i lived with it for weeks.
it’s like grief humiliation rage all in one.
you’re not crazy. she’s being careless with your heart.
god. i remember pretending to be chill while my ex talked about her new friend.
felt like my insides were breaking but i still laughed at her stupid jokes.
you’re not alone. this part is brutal.
im sorry, that is so disrespectful
yes, but i feel i am the one that started it and ask why she will get rid of the dog for a night. And where she is going. i mean i was asking for it, it is stupid from my side. I still believe we can be together, now i feel it is dellusional, i love her but i really tried everything to get her back, i would do anything. No contact for month is my only idea, but it is second day and i am loosing by s*it
@Mikolaj00 I feel like you need to focus on yourself rather than thinking about her and ....I believe that you should be with someone who loves you more than you love them