Day 3 of giviong ourselfs a month of "friends" (no touching, not seeeing each other in apartments, no hugging, minimal contact). It hurts still, I know she has a date tonight, and she put a dog to her mom to have "empty" apartment. It sucks knowing that. But I am really driven to get her back after this break. I am working hard with all resources i got to change myself for better, but I am afraid that it will not be enough, that she moved on and do not look back, even if we will have sex, she still will not have feelings. Every day is struggle, but i am willing to suffer, i can suffer much more. I can handle it, whish me luck ;)
Last updated on:2025-07-25T23:27:02+05:30
Comments (5)
i tried to be the strong one too. stayed in the pain hoping they'd come back. they didn’t. but i came back to myself. eventually. slowly. painfully. but i did. rooting for you.
been there. loving someone while they’re drifting away is like bleeding quietly. i hope she sees your heart but take care of you too.
did you try to go back to her?
i felt this deep. the kind of pain where you’re doing everything to grow and they’re out there… on dates. i remember telling myself i could take it too. but damn it hurt.
good luck bro..you can overcome it...