I thought after 54 days of no contact I would feel better but days like today where I just want to scream at him and express how much he’s hurt me and how much pain I’m in consume me. I know that even that won’t make me feel better in the end and it’s not worth it.
Last updated on:2025-08-07T02:00:05+05:30
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54 days is a long time. whatever’s still coming up now probably needed space to even show up.
some days i still cry in the car and pretend i’d tell him everything he did. doesn’t mean you’re not healing. just means it hurt.
i wrote a message like that once. never sent it. read it back a week later and just felt stupid that i still wanted him to get it.
Am on day 60 and it's hurts like the day we stopped talking.
I think of contacting him, but I won't.