One minute I feel like I am alright the next that pain comes back and I can't breathe. I just want to fast forward to when we've both healed and we can reconcile. I'm struggling alot. We are still talking briefly, it seems we both can't stop communication between us. I hope he misses me as much as I miss him and more
Last updated on:2025-08-27T20:48:03+05:30
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what you said about still talking reminded me of me and my ex. i said i wanted distance, but then i’d answer every call anyway. it stretched things out longer, like both of us were half in and half out.
i remember feeling like my chest closed up when the sadness hit out of nowhere. i kept reaching for him even though i knew it wasn’t helping either of us. the missing doesn’t switch off just because you want it to.
i used to sit there hoping he missed me too like if i hurt then he had to be hurting worse. i’d replay texts little pauses in his voice like proof. it never gave me peace. it just made me more bitter when it didn’t match my pain.
I am in same both as you are and idk if talking is a good way on my end it took us on a toxic cycle of still reaching out even if we both knew we won't work out and it made the pain more intense than it is now it's been hard for me to move on from my ex.
same boat as you. good luck lol. I feel like a lost a chunk of my heart