today was the first time since we broke up that i felt anger. im angry at him for treating me the way he did and im angry at myself for having Feelings for him and ignoring all the signs. im so careful normally, yet when i met him i let all my guard down. trusted him 100 percent. and the signs we're there. so f.. clearly. big Red Flags. and i ignored them all.
Last updated on:2025-08-28T23:05:03+05:30
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today was the first time the anger turned outward instead of only inward. you’re seeing the red flags now, not just replaying the feelings. that shift can sting but it also shows something’s changing
i felt that too. i kept asking myself how i missed things that now look so obvious. i trusted because i wanted it to be real. it’s not dumb, it’s just being human and wanting to believe someone cared
i get that. i remember staring at my phone thinking how the hell did i fall for this crap. i used to think i was sharp, no one could fool me. then he came along and i swallowed every lie. makes you feel stupid even tho you know it’s not you