Its 10 days since our break up and it feels so weird
Its 10 days since our break up and it feels so weird. like I can't stop thinking about him and wondering what he's doing and everything. we had to separate because of personal issues happening in our lives and not the relationship itself and we did not want to damage the relationship or it to be toxic. this is why it's so hard and painful for me right now. One moment I think I'm coming to terms with everything, the next I'm crying out of nowhere. I miss him and I miss being able to be with him but apart of me knows that this break up may be what we both need and will help us individually. I do hope when the time is right, we will find our way back to each other. As someone who suffers from anxiety not knowing when the right time is, is killing me inside
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i get the missing. mine ended for reasons outside of us too and that made it sting more. i remember wishing time would just fast forward so i didn’t have to sit in the in between.
10 days in i was losing my mind. i’d go from thinking i was fine to crying so hard my chest hurt. it pissed me off that i couldn’t control it. felt like i was breaking over and over.