This really hurts and honestly I feel like I will never stop thinking about him and I know I will

reading this feels like when i couldn’t imagine my life without my ex. it’s that stage where the thought of forever without them feels impossible.

i used to cry at night thinking he’d never come back. every morning i’d wake up and check my phone hoping for a message. i get how much you miss him.

i remember saying that to myself too, like i’d never stop loving him. now it just pisses me off that i wasted so much time begging for someone who left.