its currently 1am...
for context, my bsf and a few of my other close friends works for / under him.
one of my bsf told messaged me today saying that she was speaking to him today and he was saying with such confidence that "he swears he will marry me one day"
and its not like we broke up because of things he done recently...
mostly because I have never been single since I was 13, currently 20 years old ( female )
and I saw a small problem, and called no contact, mostly so I can heal and have me time you know, learn about me, learn to be single, "im still young, I have the rest of my life to be in a relationship" you know...
tbh im still trying to figure out why I really done it.
but like its been two weeks, and its been so hard...

also another thing is that we never really had arguments about "current relationship issues" mind you we have been together for 3 years
our only relationship arguments / issues has been either about:
- his past, I can't swallow it (I get easily jealous, and mind you he has NOT slept w anyone incl me)
- his friends who influence him, not in a way of "go talk to that girl", in a way of "stand up to your girl" like pls I like my man how he was, he always listened to me, even the most bazar requests I made it would get done, spends one day w his friends and all of a sudden he as a "say", when he was fine w it yesterday yk... when tomorrow comes he is his usual self again ( typing this thinking if im the problem )
- since 90% of the time he literally worships the ground i walk on, my opinion, my decisions etc, but when his frineds enter the room, thats the 10% part of him where we'd have arguments
- transparency, I trust HIM to be in a room full girls, but its them I don't trust you know... as wierd as that might sound, I fully and completely believe that this man would never cheat on me, but I have no doubt that there will be some girl that will try. so yeah he communicates well, but just isn't transparent at all times...

thats about it guys, advice anyone ?