I was dropped after being told we weren't moving anywhere and we weren't. But not even a day later she was with a friend she kept telling me not to worry about. I've seen things here and there cause I've had a bad problem stalking her stuff. It hurts because on one of her accounts she talks about how she wasn't gonna wait for life to start she'll do it herself but all I can think of is I'm not the only one that didn't make changes. The only thing that changed was who she was with. I'm just being petty but I see the way everyone in her life seemed to move on so fast from me. Like the 4 years I tried to give her everything I could didn't matter. Then I made some mistakes and lost my mind. I know she doesn't think of me and I wish I wouldn't think of her. Anyways seeing her move so fast with someone else is messing with me. Giving her the life I couldn't. We weren't meant for each other but I wish we were sometimes. I just have so much anger towards her and myself. I wish I had moved forward while we were together and not stunt myself for her. I wish I had kept myself and not thrown away so much of me for her.
Last updated on:2026-01-18T22:22:20+05:30
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its not that easy bkuz it sucks but you kant help who you love.its juz in You
It's time to grow some thick skin
Let go of the anger, let go of it all
It doesn't get better until you let it all go