This week would have been our 5 year anniversary and I'm gonna be honest it's sending me spiraling. I want so badly to check her socials but I know the only thing I'll find is something that's going
I've been doing well. it's been almost a month since I last checked her socials. when I did it over Valentine's I had sent myself into a panic attack because she had come near my town with her new boy
I've been doing better but a lot of times I catch myself comparing the two of us where we're at in life right now. I know it's like comparing her highlight reel to my behind the scenes but I don't kno
I'm feeling pretty good most days now. I've been trying to listen to more positive music and get out of my house more often. I've got some time off of work coming up soon that I plan to use testing ne
I've made it 50 days and I won't break no contact. I've been working on improving my life after everything. Some days are better than others but I've survived it. I will find myself again and I will b
Honestly though it feels good that she has to put me down to feel better about herself. Her mom was a big help she talked with me while I was on a trip that I had planned for my ex. I hope her mom and
Do they ever come back? I feel like I don't want her back but I keep imagining getting the chance to tell her how much she's hurt me. I keep hearing about how they always try to come back and all I ca
I was dropped after being told we weren't moving anywhere and we weren't. But not even a day later she was with a friend she kept telling me not to worry about. I've seen things here and there cause I
While I was with my ex I was always scared to go back to college because I had flunked my first year during COVID and I was providing everything for her while we weren't living together. I was scared
The last time she was with me I had come down with a really bad cold. I could barely get out of bed. She couldn't have cared less. All she cared about while she was here was getting weed. So we went t
We talked about moving in for awhile and I was honestly excited we had no concrete plans and that was on me. we were thinking of moving to Canada so I could go to college there with her but while we w
She replaced me before we even broke up and it hurts a lot to think about. In the week after she dumped me she posted so much about him and they look so happy together I didn't know what to do. I just
I just want to talk about what I did after my ex left me and how poorly it's affected me. After my ex left she had left her YouTube logged in so I took a few days to delete personal playlists that can