started dating
after finding out my bf of 5 years cheated on me with his colleague I've been so devastated my friend adviced me to start dating and meet other guys I've went on 2 dates so far and I feel guilty even
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panic attack
I think I'm having a panic attack I logged in my Instagram after months of not using it and I saw a message from a woman asking if I'm with my bf because there's been a other woman sleeping there for
3 months
it's been almost 3 months in this 3 months both of us broke contact and even spent a night together We argued over the phone and blocked each other over 10 times on new years I decided to send my last
why can't I stop
I've reset this no contact clock more then 5 times in the past 3 months every time it feels like I'm starting over sometimes it makes me feel better to just hear from him talk to him but then the da
Christmas sadness
I can't stop thinking of him...Tomorrow Christmas and I'm just sad knowing I won't spend it with him. I keep wondering if his even thinking of me should I even send him a message to wish him a merry C
am I a weak person
it's been over a month and this no contact is not working I keep giving in to my emotions yesterday he blocked me and my brain went on a spiral of thoughts just emotions everywhere eventually I just
today was hard
I just saw my ex blocked me the shock went through my hole body like someone just stabbed my heart maybe at the back of my mind I hoped he would reach out 1 day or just knowing his a message away mad
I broke contact
i could slap myself for doing this to myself over and over again He called late last night and I picked up like it was a dream I only realized afterwards it wasn't he told me he just wanted to say tha
this us real
It's Sunday weekend almost over and I really thought he would call me even if it was a drunk call I had hoped he would show that his also thinking of me he always use to do it I can't believe this is
I want to break everything
today I broke a painted bowl he made for me We went on a arts and crafts date and I painted him a plate that he has in his new house. while throwing the bowl I imagined it to be my heart and throwing
hard day
today has been really hard I feel completely alone I'm having dark thoughts. I have no support and I feel like no one would care if I dissappear actually no one would even look for me. I made my bf an
heart broken
today my friend send me a screen shot of his post it was a picture of his sister with her newborn baby. I started crying immediately not only am I not apart of it but I'm the last to know through all
going crazy
I find my randomly having conversations in my head. will you pick up the phone if and when he calls. Do you think he will call .Do you think he misses you. will I be okay without him. should I make an
12 days i think i stopped counting
I woke up confused i woke up this morning and it took a minute for my brain to catch up and i realized it's really over. I'm calm surprisely after crying every day. I'm actually scared is this the cal
hate and love him
it's been 9 days of our official break up after a month of arguing. yesterday he called me drunk at first he spoke nicely and 5min later he got aggressive assuming me of the worst things telling me ho