the humans feelings are really interesting like how can i be crying at night wishing death then wake up in morning and it happens to be that we're driving in the car and i was watching through the win
i really really can't stand it and it's so lonely i miss him so bad and i know that he isn't missing me back i know that he's out with his friends and I'm alone even in missing him i tried leaving him
it's really so weird how you just fight for someone so badly and just cry and cry and cry how much i made myself pathetic how much i kept begging to be loved to be important enough that he feels as hu