I’ve spent the past week taking care of a sick and very scared cat from a shelter, so I haven’t had any time at all to feel or think. I was grateful for that, and part of me thought that maybe things were finally starting to get better.
But now that things with the cat have settled down, all the feelings came back. I’m in exactly the same bad place as before, and it feels like I’m never going to move forward.
I just want to text him. I want everything to be okay again. But I know that nothing I say will ever change anything, so I manage to hold back.
It’s so damn heavy.
Will it ever get better?
Last updated on:2026-04-13T18:56:03+05:30
Comments (5)
when the feelings come back like that, is it more the loneliness hitting you or missing HIM specifically?
i know that urge to text him feels so loud, like it’ll fix something.
same distracting myself nonstop after my breakup, work, friends, anything just to not feel it. the second it all slowed down, it hit me twice as hard. that crash after the distraction is REAL
Yes it will. Keep No Contact. Feel your emotions deeply. Cry. You can carry this.
I will ❤️