Going through this heartbreak while having to continue with life, in my case varsity, is hell. As sad as I feel and sometimes it's difficult to get anything done, I unfortunately have to keep showing up for myself. We broke up 9 days ago and just typing that feels weird. I spent over 3 years with this person and having to create a routine for myself without him feels so weird. like I wake up every day and it feels weird like it feels like I don't know what to do or I'm in a movie and I wasn't given the script. I am taking the days as they come but I can't wait to get to the person I believe I am and a healed and happy version of myself
Last updated on:2025-08-28T23:59:02+05:30
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9 days is so fresh. of course routines feel strange, it’s like your body still expects him there. what you said about taking it day by day makes sense, it’s the only way to adjust.
i get that weird feeling of living without the person you built your days around. when my long one ended i couldn’t even make coffee the same way for weeks. it does shift though, little by little, even when you don’t notice at first.
3 years gone and it’s like someone ripped the floor out. i remember dragging myself to lectures pretending i cared, but my head was just noise. everything felt fake, even my own routine.