Well day 10 of no contact after the break up, and I’ve been told some seriously triggering information, he’s been sleeping with an ex friend of his who is a sex worker now and she posted an explicit photo of them on her ig story. Weird thing is I’m not even jealous, I’m genuinely disgusted I was with someone so disgusting in nature. He’s an avoidant and has been using substances, women, gaming as all distractions. Feels like I never really knew him. Just truly disappointing I was with someone so disgusting in nature and saw a life with that.
Last updated on:2025-09-04T20:57:02+05:30
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reading this feels like you’re seeing the mask slip. it’s jarring when the person you pictured a future with looks like a stranger overnight.
i had a moment like that too, where i saw who he really was after. it stung but also made sense of why i always felt off around him. it’s rough when the image shatters.
i remember that same disgust. like how the hell did i lower myself for someone like that. made me feel dirty just knowing i shared a bed with him.
have to learn to forgive ourselves honestly. we’re not the problem. they are.