He's getting married !
I have 3 exes in total. They all broke up with me. The first one, he broke up with me because I was forced into an arranged marriage, and tomorrow is his engagement. And I don't have feelings for hi
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6 months post-breakup update
I don’t have the energy to write a long post, but I just want to share that for the past week, I’ve been crying over him out of nowhere (maybe because he started viewing my Telegram stories every
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I'm on day 111 and these two days it really hit my heart like it was a fresh breakup 20 days ago was my birthday and he didn't contact , and 3 days ago he was in my colleage with his friends for an af
he didn't wished me a happy birthday
today was my birthday , he didn't wish me HB although that I wished him on his birthday one month ago , and even tho we still have our conversation and even tho he still lust on me and ask for dirty c
how can I detached please help
im about to reach day 80 and it ain't getting better i changed my account username ( he stoped checking my account tho but i wanted to pretend that im the one who detached but clearly im not , i still
he didn't view my telegram story
I keep finding ways to get his attention to text me but today he didn't view my story and I coupdn't sleep till morning rechecking if he viewed it and even dreamed about it and slept peacfully and whe
when did you really got better ?
I'm on day 75 and it still hurts and in the past 2 weeks I've been eating only one meal ( actually forcing myself to eat ) I don't sleep well , I luck intrest in communication , I also loss my focus a
I want to make him jealous
I posted a flawer with a bear gift to make him jealous and he saw it but didn't ask he probaply think I look funny because it's imposible to fall in love and get gifts that fast
I cried infront of my class
I'm a medical student, and today we took a session in psychiatric disorders, and the professor kept saying things that happened to me. When he talked about depression, he made his question for a femal
30 days challange
Our professor in medical school today said something that never left my head. He said if you keep checking your blood pressure like 3 or 4 times a day, it won't get lower; instead, it may get higher b
I still can't move on
it's almost day 63 and he posted a telegram's story and I viewed it then hit block but he can see that I saw it , I know he post there only for me and dress in black each time cause I've always told h
yesterday I wrote a very long hurtful message that definitly will hurts him and make him feel
yesterday I wrote a very long hurtful message that definitly will hurts him and make him feel he's not a man for not keeping his promises but then I decided not to send it because maybe he'll think ab
do you guys have any advice on how to control my anger after rejection ?
do you guys have any advice on how to control my anger after rejection ? cause when the man I've known for 6 years and been with for 1 year broke up with me I burned his pictures and stapped his gifts
it's almost day 50 of our breakup I've just blocked him
it's almost day 50 of our breakup I've just blocked him , did you guys felt better after blocking them ? I did it just to stop waiting for him to change his mind or care about me or whatever , the blo
it's has been 48 days since we officially broke up
it's has been 48 days since we officially broke up , I had a little hope till yesterday . it hurts me that the one I'm sure of is hesitated with me
I'm about to inter my second month of no contact thank god I stopped crying ( for those who are on thier first weeks
I'm about to inter my second month of no contact thank god I stopped crying ( for those who are on their first weeks , trust me it gets easier with time , the tears dries and hopfully the heart ache
last night I had 3 cigarettes and was crying while listening to the song " love in the dark by adele "
last night I had 3 cigarettes and was crying while listening to the song " love in the dark by adele " ... I was about to text him and say , hey , since you care about my health I'm holding 3 cigaret
he broke no contact and talked with me for 4 hours just to tell me that he couldn't marry me because I'm divorced and his mother wouldn't like that
he broke no contact and talked with me for 4 hours just to tell me that he couldn't marry me because I'm divorced and his mother wouldn't like that , I'm crying right now , I wish I've never fell in l
day 19 is almost ended
day 19 is almost ended , last night I didn't cried , he turned his Ig account into public and I saved all his posts , and he posted a story " I saw it through a telegram bot " I reallyloved how he loo
day 18 is almost ended and I'm still out of breath
day 18 is almost ended and I'm still out of breath , I slept 2 hours and all I was thinking about is him , I kept whispering " I need you " I want him back
If there's multiple universes
If there's multiple universes , I hope there is one where I'm with him and he wants to be with me forever.
day 17 is almost gonna end and till this day I still crying daily after works and in midnights
day 17 is almost gonna end and till this day I still crying daily after works and in midnights , I love sleep so much that I can't count it a day if I slept less than 8 hours , in fact , these 17 days
any of you guys who make " Today's promise to not contact " is Brave
any of you guys who make " Today's promise to not contact " is Brave, I mean I didn't reached out to him all through our relashinship in all our fights even if took months and it's not out of self res
I'm on day 14 , but I really miss him
I'm on day 14 , but I really miss him , today I thought to myself I can't like anyone else like I liked him , he is everything that I want in a man I want him back
I think he broke up with me because he stopped loving me and it's okay
I think he broke up with me because he stopped loving me and it's okay , he didn't need to lie and say we aren't gonna make it together just to protect my feelings
making professor origami does helps with overthink
making professor origami does helps with overthinking try it guys it's so interesting + you don't need to cut paper just use sticky notes paper
All my colleagues know that we were together
All my colleagues know that we were together, and because I don’t want anyone to gloat over me, I pretend all day that I’m happy, act normal, and tell jokes. But as soon as I get home, I start cry
it's day 7 and I'm still crying my eyes out and I'm really sick of crying ( btw the same man broke up with me 4 times before this and each time it hurts worse
it's day 7 and I'm still crying my eyes out and I'm really sick of crying ( btw the same man broke up with me 4 times before this and each time it hurts worse , I really wish I can just lose my memory