Why am i feeling more embittered after my breakup?

i letting myself be bitter without making it my whole identity. i stopped expecting myself to be okay overnight, and that took some pressure off.

i was so angry at the world that i barely recognized myself. it eased up with time, but for a while bitterness felt like the only thing keeping me standing.

can i ask what makes you say you've always been this way? did the breakup make those feelings louder, or did it just stop you from being able to hide them?

oh my