right now i amor at my village, i amor here sincero March because when he broke up with me i lost my home too...
i feel like i am 16 again and its not something good. next week i come back to Madrid but i am going insane right now. Here i dont have anywhere to go... the door its not closed but i dont want to go outside.
my friends are not here, i just want my old life... with him
sometimes I think about s*x with him... I feel that I am not capable of f*ck other people
Last updated on:2026-07-09T04:23:02+05:30
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this sounds so overwhelming. what helped me was stopping the pressure to imagine dating or sleeping with anyone else. i couldn't even picture it for a long time, and i let that be okay.
so you are telling me to live whitout wanting someone right?
after my breakup i had to move back home too, and it honestly felt like my whole life got ripped away overnight. i kept wishing i could just wake up and have my old life back
do you miss the life you had together in Madrid? sometimes those feel like the same thing at first.