yay I made it.... I dont feel diferent but it's a good thing
today I f*cked with some random on grinder who looks alike my ex, it's fine he didn't give me trigger and I think I regained some confidence back
I know it's not a good thing but everything it's okay I have to keep moving forward
Last updated on:2026-07-23T22:54:11+05:30
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i had days where i chased anything that reminded me of my ex too. did being with someone who looked like him feel freeing, or did it bring up any old feelings later?
I dont think any of that, for me it was just a coincidence. but I think my feelings are safe for now
you noticed how you felt after, because i had to learn to check in with myself after those moments. i kept moving forward by being honest about whether something helped me or left me feeling emptier.
day 50 and i felt this. i remember doing things after my breakup just to prove i was still wanted, even when a part of me was still hurting. healing can look messy sometimes.