it’s been almost two weeks since she blocked me everywhere. she told me she liked me too much for us to just be friends but at the same time she couldn’t commit to being in a relationship with me.
i honestly don’t know what i’m supposed to do with that.
every time i feel like i’m finally starting to get over her something pulls me right back. i remember something we did something she said the sound of her voice. then suddenly i’m missing her all over again.
i keep thinking about the future i had pictured with her and how quickly it disappeared. i was planning a life that i thought we might have and now i’m trying to figure out how to let go of something that felt so real to me.
the part that hurts the most is that less than 24 hours before she disappeared she told me i was one of her best friends and that she didn’t want to lose me. she told me she wanted me that i was important to her that she cared about me.
she sent me a TikTok. twenty minutes later everything changed.
twenty fucking minutes.
and now i’m left carrying all the hurt she was so afraid of experiencing herself. somehow she was able to walk away and leave me sitting with it all.
i’m just really fucking sad.
Last updated on:2026-08-21T03:58:12+05:30
Comments (5)
that sudden cutoff after being told you mattered so much is brutal, because your brain is still trying to reconcile the person who said all those things with the person who disappeared twenty minutes later. you don't just miss her, you miss the future you were already living in your head.
do you think you're grieving her as she actually was, or the life you thought the two of you were finally going to have?
hen i went through something similar, i kept treating every memory like a sign that i was back at square one, but missing someone doesn't erase the days you've already survived without them. i had to stop measuring my healing by whether i thought about my ex.
Me and her were best friends We were much more than just friends. Even she said I was like younger brother to her. I thought back then that was compliment. But now I know its friendzone. She obviously wasnt interested in me in emotional way. Then we lost contact after she found out I was in love with her.
And what was that TikTok about?