I was looking at our messages from the weeks before we broke up and it was just arguing, me saying hurtful things and him saying not as hurtful things.
I want to tell him how sorry I am but it's not the time. I need to wait until he's not in the relief stage, when he doesn't have bad influences around him.
I need to make sure I never be like that again so if he comes back, which I really hope he does, I will be the best version of myself
Last updated on:2026-09-08T05:30:15+05:30
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i learned that becoming better has to be for me first, because waiting for my ex to come back kept me stuck.
i was like this and we stayed in contact and it went on for 8 months, don’t recommend at all he ended up completely losing feelings and love and moved on.
i feel the hope in this so much. do you think you’re becoming this version of yourself because you truly want to change, or because you’re scared he won’t come back if you don’t?
I never want to hurt him, or anyone again, I never want to be that person again
rereading old messages and realizing how ugly things got near the end. i carried so much guilt over the things i said, and honestly, wanting another chance made that guilt even heavier.
oh i get you try to turn the best version of yourself and realizing your mistakes is a really big step i am so proud of you. but dont be late for him because he can become distant yk?