About a week ago I had managed to move on, to not think about her anymore, or so I thought.These days I've started thinking about her again, as if I wanted to get back together. I know this is all wrong, and that she's not the right person for me, but I can't find myself with anyone else.I don't know what's happening to me, one day I don't care anymore, and the next day I think about it 24/7. 😩😩😩
Last updated on:2026-09-08T20:07:37+05:30
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i remember feeling like i could never want anyone else after my ex. when you say you can’t find yourself with anyone else, do you think you actually want her back, or do you miss the feeling of having someone who was yours?
I think I mean I want her by my side again, it's like I'm refusing to have anyone else near me
hat awful feeling of thinking you were finally okay and then suddenly missing her again like you’re right back at the start. i used to think every bad day meant i had undone all my progress, and that made the thoughts even louder.
Exactly, I'm always trying to finish my day but it feels like something isn't complete. It's always awful.
I get it, but we cannot really control what really has happened. best we could do is move on, whether the break up was in good terms or not
I know you're right but it's so difficult, it's like there's a war inside me and everyone's fighting against me but no one knows who will really have the upper hand.
@BuzzFlex369 we all have that war inside us, whatever we feel is valid. Even I also am fighting my urgest to reach out, but whats done is done. The problem is how toxic she is that shes constantly trying to ruin my image to gain an audience
@liusSattaro You're absolutely right, but I can't forget how good it made me feel, and that goodness goes beyond the toxicity and how bad it made me feel.
I miss her so much, i just wish i even had those days of not caring but i literally dream abt her and just think abt her all day and can’t break my focus. I wanna grow and mature without her but i think i relied too hard on her
It's like growing up without her I'm not really growing up