So it’s 2 months since we ”broke up” our affair. this whole summer has been a crashout for me and I’ve never felt this sad in my whole life. cried in a way i didn’t know i could. we have had little contact, and then we met 3 weeks ago. it was a huge mistake and i felt incredibly sad after. he said that he wouldn’t contact me again. but he still likes my storys on ig. we blocked eachother on Spotify, but yesterday i saw that he unblocked me. the only playlist he has is the ”love playlist” which he made me a couple months ago. he still updates it with sad love songs. i feel like shit. i Will never be able to move on from him but it’s impossible for us to be together. he doesn’t text me but it’s like he’s trying to give me signs. Why? just why?
Last updated on:2026-09-08T21:07:12+05:30
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this kind of contact hurt me more than no contact ever did. i had to stop checking playlists and socials because i realized i was trying to build a whole conversation out of things my ex never actually said to me.
if you already know being together is impossible, what do you think you’re hoping he’ll say or do when you see those signs?
reading into every like, playlist change, unblock, every tiny thing because i was desperate for some proof that my ex still felt something. it kept me stuck for so long because every little sign gave me another reason to hope.