I went out last night, for the first time in a while, by myself.
It was really fun and I had a blast, met new people and now am part of a weekly DND campaign.
however I got terrified, because when I got home, I didn't think I missed him much
I was so scared, but in that fear alone I knew I hadn't stopped missing him.
I hope he comes back to me one day
Last updated on:2026-09-10T20:54:12+05:30
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that moment when you got home and realized you didn’t miss him as much, did the fear come from feeling like you were finally losing him for real?
i started doing little things alone after my breakup, and the quiet afterward still hurt like hell sometimes.
that weird panic when you realize you actually had a good night without thinking about them every second. i remember feeling almost guilty for laughing and having fun because some part of me thought it meant i was finally letting my ex go