It's been almost a month, and I'm STILL hoping that he will come back. Here I am still waiting for the apology for screaming at me, the explanation for the distance, him actually doing better...I feel so goddamn pathetic. I'm not getting an apology. He's not coming back. Hesnot gonna change. He didn't want to make plans, he just wanted to hang with his bestie knowing how BAD our relationship got...what a fucking hypocrite I am...
Last updated on:2026-09-18T20:51:47+05:30
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i feel the self-blame in “what a fucking hypocrite i am,” but why are you making yourself pay for still loving someone who didn’t give you what you needed?
That's...a good question. I wish I could give you a good answer... 😭
i’ve been there, almost a month out and still secretly waiting for the apology, the message, the version of them i kept hoping would finally show up. i hated myself for missing someone who had hurt me, but damn, missing him didn’t make me pathetic.