2 years ago i met someone who promised me he would never let me down (i have cpsd) and he would always be there for me
but after 6 months his behavior changed and it triggered my cpsd so bad... even i told him many times what it did to me, the distance gets bigger and bigger. until i exploded in a emotional way, he just let me down... and now i'm trying to heal.
i can't explain properly what this did to my metal health 😔💔
Last updated on:2026-09-20T10:57:33+05:30
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i had to stop blaming myself for the way i reacted when i was already hurting so badly. i started writing everything down instead of trying to make them understand what they had done to me, and that gave me somewhere to put all that pain
did you feel more hurt by losing him or by knowing he understood what it was doing to you and still pulled away?
thats a good one, because i realy know what he did and what it did to me and yes, that hurts me even more 😔
the worst feeling is when someone promise something they can't keep. be better gurl!
when someone promises they’ll stay and then slowly becomes distant, i remember feeling like i was grieving the person they promised they’d be.