i seen him after 70 days no contact we gonna be in the same lesson its so crazy after i told him to change classes but he didnt and my teacher knows about our situation and she told me she was like “ guess whos coming” i was like “ no dont tell me” she was like “its exactly who your thinking about” 😭 i was like great he didnt even change classes. i feel like im doing better by not having to see him but now im gonna be stuck in a class with him two days straight aswell like im wishing myself luck. and yesterday i was walking around college with my friend and we happened to walk past a class which he was in doing some assessment and my teacher came out and she was like pointing she was his in their whispering it😂 which was funny and i went to her literally poking my head and we made eye contact i burst out laughing then i just left. then i seen him again he was on the phone he seen me and friend and started smiling with all teeth out idk why but it just got wierd. at first i didnt feel anything i thought i was numb until later it hit me so bad i wanted to cry and i did crazy thing is i didnt cry for months since we stopped speaking and then i had a emotional break down after ages. but now knowing we gonna be in the same class together i seriously dont know how im gonna be
Last updated on:2026-09-20T16:49:11+05:30
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that weird moment where you think you’re finally okay and then one look at them brings everything back up. i remember crying after months of being fine, and honestly it scared me because i thought i had gone backwards.