within less than a month ive already relapsed 9 times.
sometimes he would engage sometimes i would
we just really cant get off each others mind
i feel the love and everything!!!
i hope this no contact thing works because im already hoping that we'd be able to get back home to each other i hope that everything will be worth it i hope that even if we dont end up with each other he becomes happy i also hope to be happy
i really really hope everything falls into place
i home i get my way back home :(
Last updated on:2026-09-22T01:38:12+05:30
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blocking his number and deleting the chat history was the only thing that actually stopped me from reaching out for the tenth time.
do you feel like he actually wants to fix things when you guys break no contact, or is he just as hooked on the comfort of it as you are?
nine times in a month is so heavy to carry, but i get it. i spent months running right back to my ex because being with him felt like the only place i could breathe, even when it was breaking me. that loop of chasing that "home" feeling is so real and so exhausting, but please go easy on yourself tonight.
if hes not choosing you, choose yourself
advice for us all to take on board