there is honestly days where i dont think of him then i randomly think about him and it hurts so bad sometimes i feel like breaking no contact but i know what the outcomes gonna be like i miss my baby tho😠but i cant do nothing about it we both hurting thats whats crazy his hurting deeply too but idk what to do, what can i possibly do nothing. i also have alot of dreams about him which is wierd because i never had it before now im having vivid dreams were i wake up and think omg why did it feel so real i dont know why im literally at 76 days no contact aswell and trying my best to cope. but even working in healthcare dont take my mind of him his always in the back of my mind. even worse im going to be seeing him in the same class as me i dont know how im going to cope i do have people i know in the same class it may help but i dont know how im gonna act like his a stranger to me when his not i shared memories with this man for 3 years i dont know how to act as strangers to me thats illegal honestly. theirs people telling me just walk in like u dont care like isnt no one understanding the fact thats the man i loved for 3 years and i thought i was gonna marry its never that easy
guys i need help!!!ðŸ˜
Last updated on:2026-09-22T10:52:12+05:30
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i had to share a weekly lecture with my ex after two years together, and walking past him like he was just another face in the room broke my brain every single time. those vivid dreams right before seeing them again are pure cruelty too, your brain is just panicking because it knows the clash is coming.