Started the month with my person and ending it without him 🥺
I can only pray for him, hope he's okay and love him from a distance ðŸ˜
PS: Why is the song 'How do I breathe' by Mario playing rn.
Last updated on:2026-10-01T20:41:11+05:30
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when i was stuck in that phase of missing him and praying for him from far away, i had to force myself to stop listening to heartbreak songs on repeat. making a playlist of aggressive, neutral, or upbeat stuff was the only thing that kept me from spiraling right back into that heavy grief every single evening.
that Mario song literally plays like a personal attack when you're going through a fresh breakup, ugh. 😠i spent my entire first month crying in my car every time a random playlist shuffled onto a sad track, and that exact song used to make my throat feel so tight.
Nearly 3 weeks after the breakup was when I was able to listen to songs without crying. Even then, there are still some songs like his faves or ones we'd love together that I will still skip. I'm also starting to get my taste buds back, trying to smile more, and go out to do shopping and washing. Shopping was a bit hard, because we'd always shop and laundromat together 🥺
are you still checking his social media, or are you able to keep that distance while you pray for him?
He actually hasn't been on social media the past few months, because he didn't have a personal phone. When we were together, his friends and family would contact my socials to talk to him. The distance has been so hard though. Last week, I wanted to see if he was at a certain place he always goes to (because I was near there), but I didn't and I was so proud of myself, but I did break down and cried while praying.
send him light and love and most importantly, give yourself the same 💗
I'm trying my best to not message him