I’m scared dating has taken my whimsy away.I’ve been through so much heartbreak that I can’t even be bothered to feel heartbroken anymore. When someone ends things there’s no disappointment just a quiet this was expected.
I hate that it’s taken the lover girl out of me.
Last updated on:2026-10-29T04:33:11+05:30
Comments (4)
when every ending starts feeling familiar and you stop letting yourself get excited because you already expect the hurt. i miss the girl i was before dating made me so guarded too
you feel like you've lost the excitement of falling for someone, or are you more scared of letting yourself feel it and having to survive another ending?
I feel ya girl. I’m in the same boat. I feel so protective over myself, that I push people away who try to get close. Even when feelings remain.
your not losing your lover girl side, youre just tired of being disappointed and healing takes time