it’s so messed up that i can’t marry the love

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it’s so messed up that i can’t marry the love of my life my first love
i love him and every day it feels like i’m falling apart i’m never gonna get over this it hurts so bad i can’t do this to myself again even if i wanted to if i can’t marry him i’m just not getting married this pain needs to go bc it fucking hurts so damn much

Last updated on:2025-04-03T17:51:39+05:30

Comments (8)

Vinniekohl
Vinniekohl 1 y ago

This pain feels unbearable now but one day you’ll look back and realize you survived something you thought would destroy you.

Bengibog
Bengibog 1 y ago

Healing from this kind of heartbreak is brutal but little by little you’ll find joy again. Give yourself grace.

MidwestRO
MidwestRO 1 y ago

I know it feels like you’ll never get over this but life has a way of bringing unexpected love in ways you never imagined.

chatboott
chatboott 1 y ago

Some loves never fully fade but I promise one day this pain won’t consume you the way it does now.

nonameyme
nonameyme 1 y ago

I feel this so deeply. Losing the person you thought you'd spend forever with is a different kind of pain. Sending you strength.

KeepitSaral

I am so sorry to hear that .It's quite hurtful when the love of your life , someone who you wanna spend life with breaks you dream.Hope you find your healing.please do share more

Jadie268
Jadie268 1 y ago

I love her too and it’s eating me up every day fr. It just sits there in my chest 24/7. The sadness wraps around me like a weighted blanket and the pain just echoes through me. If I can’t marry her I don’t even wanna marry at all. She’s all I want. I just vibe to sad music and stare at her pic. I love her so much it hurts nonstop.
You’re not alone tho. I feel for you. Hope you find some peace eventually. Wishing you the best.

clam4mind
clam4mind 1 y ago

What happened?