it will be a month on Monday since I left our shares home and moved back to my parents after three and a half years

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it will be a month on Monday since I left our shares home and moved back to my parents after three and a half years. I had two very unsettling dreams last night about him. I've woken up this morning and I feel different, like I can see him for who he is. I feel like he's further away from me, that he treated me very badly and I didn't deserve it. like my subconscious and nervous system as finally caught up with the rest of me. it's a strange feeling I can't describe it.

Last updated on:2025-05-26T22:11:24+05:30

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spackegurl
spackegurl 11 mths ago

I had those same dreams those same realizations. It hurt but it also pushed me to finally release what I had been carrying for too long.

LoveMe
LoveMe 11 mths ago

You’re processing it now in a way you couldn’t before and that means growth is happening. It’s uncomfortable but it’s the start of something better.

PortayPO
PortayPO 11 mths ago

Your subconscious is finally protecting you the way your heart couldn’t. That unsettling feeling? It’s your mind choosing peace over pain.

DreamAndJoy9
DreamAndJoy9 11 mths ago

I love this, thank you ❤️

globera
globera 11 mths ago

That shift you’re feeling? That’s healing. It doesn’t mean the pain is gone but it means you’re starting to truly let go. Hold onto that progress.

HealingVibes
HealingVibes 11 mths ago

I had that same moment it felt strange almost like waking up after years of fog. You’re seeing him for who he is now and that’s a powerful step forward.🤗

Yovajurio
Yovajurio 11 mths ago

I remember the day my mind finally caught up with my reality. It’s unsettling but also freeing. You’re stepping into clarity keep trusting it.

Kimmypoo281
Kimmypoo281 11 mths ago

I have had these dreams...they have felt so real. I have literally woke up in tears, or in fear as if things were happening right then; all to discover I'm waking from a dream. It's weird how our bodies heal themselves & how the body will release toxicity whether mentally, emotionally, or physically.

KeepitSaral
KeepitSaral 11 mths ago

It sounds like you have been through a lot and you are exhausted from that . Really give yourself the time to heal and relax.3nd half years is a long time and it takes time to get over someone and heal .All.the best

jellyfish
jellyfish 11 mths ago

yeah such dreams do leave a bad after taste but they make us think about whats important. good luck with your new beginning. wishing you tonnes of strength.

Jmkin
Jmkin 11 mths ago

Hey.. dreams are a way our brain subconsciously telling us something, something thats going on our minds, somethings we are taking time to accept , or somethings that needs clarity...they are a window into our mind...if your dream is giving you clarity i feel that is good.tc