I feel stronger today. I haven't been checking socials as obsessively but I'm also just so tired to still be feeling this. the last time I saw him was in Feb or March.. and it's been 65 days no contact, the longest in 6 years. and there have been a few good weeks now where I felt like "good riddens" but now it's just been plaguing me this past two weeks. I'm better in a way, but ugh, I'm not over it. I want my mind to be free of him, to be free of wanting him. I feel tired
Last updated on:2025-07-31T05:01:02+05:30
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i hear this deep. my brain held on way longer than my body ever wanted to. i used to beg for one day just ONE without thinking about him. it came. not right away. but it did.
that good riddens high is so real… and then the crash hits outta nowhere. it’s so unfair how healing isn't linear.
65 days is HUGE. i know it doesn’t feel like enough when your brain’s still haunted but damn… that’s strength. i remember hitting that same wall around 2 months. like why am i STILL thinking about him? it passed eventually. just not on my timeline.
I feel this so hard. it's been like that for me.