it’s over. it really is

it’s over. it really is. a few minutes ago he left my apartment. my heart is broken because the man i love more than anything just said "goodbye" to me. he chose to live without me, and yet he is my whole life. what should i do now? What more could i have done? He held me in his arms for the last time, and i prayed in my mind that he would not leave me. but he did. today for the last time i looked into his most wonderful blue eyes. the last time i heard his voice saying that i was beautiful. for the last time he held my hands as if he wanted to protect me from the whole world. why did it have to be like this?

Last updated on:2025-08-01T23:08:02+05:30

Comments (7)

Lavangi01
Lavangi01 1 y ago

she probably needed to hear him care even if she couldn’t say yes. silence says more than words sometimes.

speedbreaker

that kind of knowing hurts. when your body already starts bracing before anything happens.

Zoakoami
Zoakoami 1 y ago

i did that too. said no hoped he’d fight for me anyway. he didn’t. just said ok and dipped.

Unhealed
Unhealed 1 y ago

Same thing happened to me and it was so painful and still is.

adiyen03
adiyen03 1 y ago

This is soo hard. I’m so sorry. Sending warmth ✨Its gonna be okay

racoon123
racoon123 1 y ago

feel this, stay strong🫶🏻

Kimmet62
Kimmet62 1 y ago

aww my heart hurts for you. Big hug 🥰