First Day

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He promised he'd text me tonight. I told myself I'd he didn't, the. I had to move on. It's been years of bread crumbing. I let it go on so long because I truly believed we were destined to be together.

I'm so angry at myself because I feel so helpless and stupid

Last updated on:2025-10-06T19:54:36+05:30

Comments (8)

sizzumon
sizzumon 10 mths ago

do you feel like part of you still wants him to text even now, or are you more angry than hopeful at this point?

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 10 mths ago

Yes I absolutely want him to text me again. It's killing me how much I want it. I just know it's pointless to hope

silentme
silentme 10 mths ago

when i finally got tired of the breadcrumbs, i started writing down what actually happened vs what i hoped would happen. it hurt but it made things clear. maybe that could help you too

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 10 mths ago

great idea, thank you

honestgirl
honestgirl 10 mths ago

i stayed with someone who’d only show up when it was convenient for him. i kept telling myself we were “meant” too. it’s such a mind trap, so please don’t beat yourself up for it

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 10 mths ago

I appreciate that. I just kept believing, if I did everything right, he'd finally realize I'm the one who truly deserves him

ChillDays485
ChillDays485 10 mths ago

let him go, he doesn't deserve our precious time. You are someone's dream person.

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 10 mths ago

it doesn't feel that way, but I appreciate your kindness