this is the first time I loved someone so much so it hurts like hell. I can't blame him, I'm the one who asked him to not message nor call me, but a part of my heart is hoping he'll refused to that, but he didn't say anything, and so the conversation stopped at that moment. it's been three days though. and I miss him a lot. all I want is his peace of mind eventhough I knew, without him, it will kill the hell out of me 💔💔💔
Last updated on:2025-12-24T09:21:36+05:30
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when you asked him not to call or text, was it more about protecting yourself, or were you hoping he’d choose you anyway despite it?
@GlitchFox972 both
first few days were the worst because everything was still raw and quiet. what helped a little was reminding myself that silence doesn’t always mean they don’t care, sometimes it just means they’re respecting what we asked for. it still hurts like hell though.
first real love, asking for space but secretly hoping they’d fight it. when they don’t, it feels like being abandoned twice. i remember thinking i wanted their peace too, even if it destroyed me
hehe, then how were you back then?