I miss him and don't miss him at the same time. I wanna see him and don't wanna see him at the same time. I wanna feel him and don't wanna feel him at the same time. I see him and don't see him at the same time.
How do you call this feeling?
Last updated on:2025-12-26T21:26:15+05:30
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when you imagine seeing him, does it feel more like relief or like reopening a wound you worked hard to close?
it depends on what I would think of. if I think of him telling me, that he moved on and has a new girl it would hurt like reopening a wound again. If I think of him doing/saying nothing or even better, try to communicate with me again in a positive way I feel peace and relief
i stopped trying to name it or judge it. i just let both things exist. wanting and not wanting can live together, even if it feels messy and confusing.
this is EXACTLY how i felt. i missed him so bad it hurt, but the thought of actually seeing him made my chest tighten. like wanting comfort and danger at the same time it’s such a mind-f*ck.
you don't miss him you miss the presence of someone the routine which you guys had....this doesn't mean you should break the no contact
yes... I thought it was getting better. for a few days it was easy to not text him. but now it is hard again
try my best to stay in no contact