I found someone, who makes me feel very special. He isn't my new boyfriend but we date. I don't think about my ex every day anymore and if I do, I just remember our moments with a smile but no feelings for him anymore. The thought that he might have dates with others doesn't make me feel sad or something like that. I would be happy for him but also a part of me feel sad for the new girl, if he doesn't change and does the things he did to me again. It is his birthday today. I didn't tought about it the last days, just know because the notification popped up today. I think in the next days I will delete this App. thanks for youre support and hopefully, you can move on too :)
Last updated on:2026-01-23T23:38:14+05:30
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when you think about deleting the app, does it feel like closure, or more like you’re ready to trust yourself without the safety net now
I think I am ready to trust myself again and trust, that my friends can carry me, if I can't
sounds like you’re in that quiet, real kind of healing.
this made me smile and ache at the same time. i remember the moment i stopped feeling jealous and just felt… neutral. that’s when i knew something had shifted. caring from a distance hits different