It's been 176 days of no contact, but I've bumped into him 3 times (our parent's are neighbours & we're family friends). The first time we saw each other at the supermarket & hugged, but we didn't speak (cause he was on phone) Thank God 🙏🏼 The second time, I found him at my parents house, helping my dad & I was cold & distant towards him, cause what the hell!!! 😳 The third time was during the holidays, when I literally bumped into him on both our parent's street as he was walking to meet his new girlfriend (yes, he's dating & it seems serious- he's introduced her to his family {a step that took forever with us, even though our parents know each other, as well as some mutual friends, that I distanced myself from, for my peace of mind}. Then today, as I was walking in my parent's neighborhood, I saw him & his new girl in his car laughing & shortly after, I broke down during my walk. I'm currently dating someone new, however we're going through a rough patch at the moment. I'm genuinely trying to move on and leave him in my past, but some days are harder than others...