Why did he ghost me? my heart's shaking ?

Hello!
So, my ex was very dismissive of me constantly accusing me of stuff that I didnt do and making me feel terrible about myself. So when he ghosted me in December I asked a girl that he was talking to while we were together if they did anything she denied it at first and then said yes and it hurt me badly she told me details and even his friend said it was true. but then when I broke no contact in may and confronted him he said that she assulted him so I beleived him. Also during that time learning about everything he said hurt me so much that I grew a connection to his friend and dated him I was honest about it when we started talking again and he basically cussed me out and said wow you know I didnt want to move on but now i have to. And I opened his music account and saw a pic of them and my heart sank and im shaking I know that he has a right to have who he wants and I guess I technically messed it up by chasing and using ways to cope that we're toxic. Its this picture and next to it it has 💝🤵‍♂💍👰‍♀💝. I might be reading too much into it but the ring emoji kinda bothered me because when I was 17 on valentines day I got a boutique of his favorite color yellow with chocolates 2 page handwritten letter of why I loved him and a ring. Yes I know it was dumb but at the park I proposed to him because I felt like he didnt feel like I loved him and I wanted to prove that to him. He got mad at me after and threw the ring at my face and it scratched my face a bit

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