Why can't i move on after the breakup?

it’s been so long since break up since may

no contact 9 days I blocked them

I have massive debt that they created as they asked me for help and I did it for them

and they were always my first priority

all the lies and false promises and I forgave everything and wanted to build and let go of resentment

but I couldn’t get that from them

and until now if they did any effort and show any remorse I would take them back

I am sad and mad at myself

I can’t move on and I’m pathetic

I’m stuck in a house alone only work can’t do or afford anything else

when does the pain subside at least a little?

thanks btw for your support writing my emotions here has helped me a lot. thank you all.

Last updated on:2026-07-11T00:40:49+05:30