I was doing ok or at least I thought I blocked him im filling my time with the gym or whatever else I can think of I even started talking to someone im grounding myself in this one not rushing not letting my imagination get the best of me but I still find my self thinking about him missing him wishing he'd just show up
Last updated on:2026-07-20T07:12:03+05:30
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the hardest part for me was accepting that missing someone doesn’t mean i had to go back, it just meant i cared. i kept wishing for a sign from my ex until i started choosing my own peace over waiting.
what is the part you’re hoping for most, him coming back or finally getting the closure you never got?
if I am being completely honest with myself at the moment I just want him back I want him to choose me to feed my ego and tell me he missed me that I am the one he cant get over, that the other woman meant nothing ...I know the feeling wouldn't last though and I wouldn't be able to let go of the betrayal and I'd end it again and have to start all over again and I definitely dont want to do that I think its just my ego and the loneliness of loosing my person for four years who I talked to everyday shared laughs anger sadness who cared for me that wants him back
doing all the “right” things after my breakup, staying busy, meeting people, taking care of myself, and then a random night would hit and i’d miss him like nothing changed. that ache is so confusing
im always a text away if you need someone to talk to.
you'll be fine soon
thank you it seems endless right now I know i dont want to have to start the process over
@cheekz it's same with everyone dear
you got this girl just stay strong. if you need to vent we are here. but stay in the no contact zone. you'll start slowly feeling less and less for them.
thanks my mind and heart are soo tiered of thinking of him