Why i hate learning life lessons from heartbreak
I hate to think that all this pain and sadness was to teach me some life lesson that I couldn't just learn on my own,but I am coming to the realization that as much as this relationship hurt me it als
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Why did i check his facebook again?
im so disappointed in my self I check his fb im still blocked so I went on my new account I was trying to delete it but couldnt then I checked idk what wrong with me 😭
Why am i still checking his social media?
I just got the sudden urge to make another account on fb and check his social media idk why or what triggered it but I stopped before I did it idk what I am looking for I guess im just wondering if he
Why today was unexpectedly uplifting after a breakup
Today started out rough I woke up to a broken fridge and on top of that I was weighed down from grief and exhaustion from crying all night. I had almost convinced myself it was going to be a bad day
Why do i still want him after everything?
I dont know why the urge of his touch is overwhelming today I want to soo badly thow my dignity out the window and tell him I will take whatever you're willing to give me I just want you back in my li
Why did i feel hopeful this morning only to break down at night?
40 minutes since my last post thats how fast it took me to fall part... this day started amazing I didnt wake up sad over him I woke up hopeful set my goals for the day stayed busy only realized I mis
Why i didn't reach out to him this time
My daughter asked me to reach out to him to get a password for a streaming service he has. Before I wouldve jumped at the chance to unblock him and text him and used the excuse of "well im doing for m
Why you deserve better than a one-sided marriage
So I have seen sculptures drawings of this depicting a relationship or marriage or whatnot and I thought it was a great picture of what a relationship should be and helps us better understand what a r
Waking up hopeful after heartbreak
I woke up not thinking about him. That in itself is going to make this a beautiful day🥰. my emotions today are a bit mixed i still have a bit of sadness but I also have a lot of motivation and driv
Why do i want to unblock him so bad?
I know he wont reach out I know he wont respond if I break no contact I know its not good for me mentally but my heart wants too soo bad this feeling is terrible I hate this part of the journey soo so
How i survived day 2 without him: a small victory
day 2 of actual no contact its for sure this time because im not checking social media I still have him blocked and he is with another girl so it has been a lot hard this time around because I have no
Why i stopped texting him: lessons from my heartache
I found this on a Facebook page called 'Wealthy girl' I thought id share it here so I could come back to it and maybe just maybe it'd help someone too. EVERYTIME I WANT TO TEXT HIM, I REREAD THESE 6
Why am i still missing him after blocking him?
I was doing ok or at least I thought I blocked him im filling my time with the gym or whatever else I can think of I even started talking to someone im grounding myself in this one not rushing not le
Why did he block me on facebook?
I was going to block him to finally move on but it looks like he beat me to it i was going crazy making new accounts to see if he did and he infact did why do I care so much I broke up with him for go
Why did i go back? my struggle with missing him
I thought I was do8ng well I was healing I was still cyberstalking and texting him stupid meaningless texts about insurance or things we knew about I guess making an excuse to talk to him...so maybe n