Why do i still want him after everything?

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I dont know why the urge of his touch is overwhelming today I want to soo badly thow my dignity out the window and tell him I will take whatever you're willing to give me I just want you back in my life but I know this will destroy me emotionally . God I miss him sooo sooo much im trying to stay strong its getting harder and harder everyday

Last updated on:2026-07-22T01:17:06+05:30

Comments (12)

buttery1
buttery1 4 days ago

i’ve been there, staring at my phone ready to throw away all my progress just to feel close to him again

cheekz
cheekz 4 days ago

its crazy how desperate I get it isn't like me I have been able to fight the urge thank good news for this app I come here before I try to reach out

trustissue0
trustissue0 5 days ago

you say you want to take whatever he’s willing to give, do you feel like you’re missing him more today, or missing the comfort of who you were with him

cheekz
cheekz 5 days ago

I think I miss having someone in my life that I can talk to that I can share my day with or just simply talk to he was my best friend for 4 years and now I cant even call him I dont like being alone

swan012
swan012 5 days ago

i remember wanting to text my ex and beg for even a tiny piece of him back, even when i knew i’d be the one hurting after.

cheekz
cheekz 5 days ago

yes I know the feeling of relief would only be temporary im tryingnto remind myself that I dont miss him I miss the companionship that he provided

Tony8885
Tony8885 5 days ago

you'll be fine soon

Lonelythirties
Lonelythirties 5 days ago

stay strong. I am going through the same thing. But we want to be chosen. Not just to be a third or fourth choice. I would've never thought, that I say this about my partner, well ex. I am not his priority anymore. And neither are you to your ex.

But you are your priority. call a friend and talk to them. or put your thoughts down here. You want to get stronger. To know your worth.
You dont deserve to be treated like that.

cheekz
cheekz 5 days ago

thank you,yes you are right I deserve so much more than what I am trying to beg for I dont have many friends and the couple of friends I have I dont want to bother every time I think about him so I come here instead of reaching out to him tbh im getting on my own nerves about the subject but it helps talking about it thank you for being here for me it gives me comfort knowing I have the support of someone going through the same situation as I am

rhysrawlings119

hey buddy ive felt the exact same today its officially been 4 days but its a risk you can risk a good response but then if its bad it makes you feel worse and undoes all your progress .personally follow what you heart wants I miss my ex gf but im trying so hard to not let my emotions win

cheekz
cheekz 5 days ago

unfortunately one of three things will happen 1 he will completely ignore me and im back at square one. 2 he will agree and we will be FWB but that wont last long because I still love him and eventually id be here again or 3 and this is really far fetched we get back together things will be good for a couple of months and then id remember why I left

rhysrawlings119

@cheekz my dms are always open if you need someone to text or to talk to im here. i recall the reason me and my ex got back together 3 times in total was i didnt miss the person it was the memories but I couldnt be friends with my ex is just physically or mentally cant because its like i can't just be friends with someone i wanted to marry as that wouldnt work for me hence why i cut it off but the choice is yours what you do is up to you if you wanna message him go ahead but you risk and undo that progress and healing if he says no