im so disappointed in my self I check his fb im still blocked so I went on my new account I was trying to delete it but couldnt then I checked idk what wrong with me ðŸ˜
Last updated on:2026-07-24T00:26:46+05:30
Why did i check his facebook again?
im so disappointed in my self I check his fb im still blocked so I went on my new account I was trying to delete it but couldnt then I checked idk what wrong with me ðŸ˜
Last updated on:2026-07-24T00:26:46+05:30
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i stopped judging myself for checking, but i did make it a little harder to do it again, and that helped more than i expected. those few minutes of curiosity weren't worth the hours of pain after.
your right it definitely wasnt worth it
was there something specific you were hoping you'd find on his profile, or was it just missing him today?
I guess a part of me still holds on to the hope that this is all temporary..even tho he hurt me by seeing someone else and lying to me about it,I keep thinking well if he doesnt post her on his social media its not serious 😔 I dont want to be back with him even if he asked I dont wish to speak to him or hear him out but part of me also doesnt want to be replaced ? lol idk
and that will be the motivation next time you want to check, to stop yourself. sometimes it takes a few slipups and the realisation we keep hurting ourselves to finally find the strength not too. you got this.
this sux honestly idk why its so hard to move on
@cheekz it is... until it isn't. Its weird how something just clicks and you suddenly start looking forward instead of back. it still hurts, but you start to invest time into yourself and start making little plans for new and exciting things. we'll that's what im trying to do anyway. 🫶
made a second account just to look because the not knowing was eating me alive. every time i checked, i walked away feeling worse, never better.
I did to but I dont think its good for me I keep holding on to hope if I go look at it
Don't be disappointed in yourself. You're a hurting person - its only human, babes. Hang in there, and try to keep going regardless. Your progress is still your progress. You've got this.
thanks my stomach dropped as soon as I did it 😞