I miss him so much. I cant stop thinking about the nice texts he sent me when we were in the hospital. I sent him a goodbye text that will make him for sure not ever want to talk again and he just is not an option, neither is his family. I am sad and heartbroken. He was so nice when I was in the hospital and I was going to come back to him. it hurts. he was so mean after and told me i could come back i said yes then he said no. it's like he offered then said no so he could say i was the one who wanted to come back. im sure he's told his family a sick twisted story and he claimed i overdosed in front of him which was not true. it hurts it all hurts so much. no contact is so hard but it's even harder I can't talk to him anymore he is so filled with hate.
Last updated on:2026-07-22T09:05:39+05:30
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i went back and reread the sweet messages from my ex after we ended too, because i couldn't make sense of how the same person could turn so cold. i'm really sorry you're carrying all of this.
someone who keeps pulling me close just to push me away wasn't giving me anything i could actually hold onto.
was he kind to you most of the time before all this, or did this hot and cold pattern happen a lot even before no contact
no he was always mean and he's abusive
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’m glad you are still here after such a traumatic thing. no contact is tough :/
oh my god that sounds awful and an evil thing for him to do and say im so sorry have you thought about counseling this all sounds really traumatizing
yeah im in counseling trying to get set up with someone new though
😭😭😭 I totally understand that and can relate to that